Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Try as You Might

For me, I always expected to reach a point when my life would be stable, but, "NOOOOOOOOOOOh" it changes and expectations change, things change. I "freakin" change! I built my DH "high, way high on a pedistle and find he is nohing but human". I wish he would find full sexual fullfillment in me, but "NO" I have to live the "hell" of infidelity~ nevermind the fact that I have temptations of my own! Sorry MOM XO

1 comment:

Bev said...

Jan,

so sorry you are dealing with this. It's been years since I had to deal with my own experiences. I'll be thinking of you.